Friday, September 03, 2004

Letter to a friend

I don't know if I'll give this to my friend, but it's what I'd say...

Dear ____,
You told me yesterday that you are mad at God. I know it's not the first time and probably won't be the last but I thought you should know how I feel when you say that. It's as if you are saying you are mad at my father (earthly father). Like you think he purposely went up to your dying brother-in-law and pushed him so he'd break his hip. If I really felt you were mad at my earthly father I would be trying to make you understand he would never do such a thing. My earthly father is a short-sighted, sinful and very mistaken creature but he would never be evil enough to break a fragile human being's hip. How can I help you understand that my heavenly Father is so much more kind, merciful and loving that He too would never cause purposeless suffering?

How can could I help you realize that the god you are angry at isn't the God of creation, the Bible or the Father of Jesus Christ? You seem to be angry at a god who causes suffering instead of bringing comfort. You are mad at a god who creates unpleasant jobs instead of offering peace to everyone. You are furious at a god who withdraws and leaves you alone instead of wooing your heart like a gentle lover who wants you for Himself.

I just want you to know the God of comfort, peace and intimate love called your name this morning. I heard Him, almost audible saying, "______, come". He loves you and wants to hold you close but in your anger at a small, evil, god you push Him away. The only One who can help you make sense of all that's going on wants you to let Him. He knows you are afraid-- He knows you are confused-- He knows the losses you have borne and will bear.